learning the new normal
Oct. 16th, 2015 08:39 pmWHO: Korra, Hei, and Mai
WHAT: Like getting special time wasn't already hard enough.
[Parenthood is even more relentless than being the Avatar. This is the realization Korra has come to (yet again) during her family trip to visit Lord Zuko. At least as the Avatar, you can tell people to handle their own problems for six hours so you can sleep. Try telling that to a two year old. (She has tried, actually. It did not work.)
Korra slinks into her room after tucking Mai into bed. She can only hope that the little girl decides to sleep through the night. She needs Mai to be rested and well-behaved for their visit to the ailing old Fire Lord, who is only now recovered enough from his illness to see the little girl. His health isn't strong enough to deal with a tired and temperamental toddler.
She throws herself onto the futon and takes a deep breath. Whenever Hei gets back, she's going to read him the riot act for not being around at bedtime ... except not really. Mai threw a tantrum about being put to bed without "daddy" around, but Korra doesn't want her getting too used to Hei's presence. This trip is a trial run for letting him back into their lives full-time; Korra's still not ready to commit completely.
Though him not being around isn't really helping his case. Where is he?]
WHAT: Like getting special time wasn't already hard enough.
[Parenthood is even more relentless than being the Avatar. This is the realization Korra has come to (yet again) during her family trip to visit Lord Zuko. At least as the Avatar, you can tell people to handle their own problems for six hours so you can sleep. Try telling that to a two year old. (She has tried, actually. It did not work.)
Korra slinks into her room after tucking Mai into bed. She can only hope that the little girl decides to sleep through the night. She needs Mai to be rested and well-behaved for their visit to the ailing old Fire Lord, who is only now recovered enough from his illness to see the little girl. His health isn't strong enough to deal with a tired and temperamental toddler.
She throws herself onto the futon and takes a deep breath. Whenever Hei gets back, she's going to read him the riot act for not being around at bedtime ... except not really. Mai threw a tantrum about being put to bed without "daddy" around, but Korra doesn't want her getting too used to Hei's presence. This trip is a trial run for letting him back into their lives full-time; Korra's still not ready to commit completely.
Though him not being around isn't really helping his case. Where is he?]
no subject
Date: 2015-10-27 11:40 pm (UTC)She flexes her abdominal muscles, using the friction of their bodies to massage his cock while her hands run up & down his back, occasionally stopping to grip his ass (you could bounce a yuan off that thing; she loves it — sometimes wishes she could just sink her teeth into it). She lets out little sighs of pleasure as he rubs her good spots, but she's not worked up enough (yet) to really get noisy.]
no subject
Date: 2015-10-28 03:30 am (UTC)[ He lets off a wordless, breathless hum as she rocks under him. The muscles of her belly are drumlike under the hot silky skin, and he can feel the span of his shoulders reform beneath her wandering palms into a topography of subtly gathering tension. Between their bodies, his cock stirs, gives a little thick-blooded twitch. A glass more than half full. ]
[ She sighs as he caresses her, and he pins her down, swooping in for a kiss to her mouth, a sloppy openmouthed non-sequitur that melts into slow trancelike sips. Holding her head still with his widespread hands, letting his tongue fuck her over and over, he wishes he could communicate things to her beyond simple sleepy affection, beyond the want telegraphed by his rapidly-waking body. At the same time though, it feels enough -- the languid honesty in the heavy weave of their bodies, rubbing together in a way that sparks a prickling fire down his spine. The sheets catch the warm scent of her skin, the hundred different motes of life and greenery, dreams and milk, caught within her hair. (If he could bottle the stuff up, he's pretty sure he could make a fortune selling it as an air-freshener. Or maybe as an incense, like the kind in the copper bowls they swing around on a chain at the temples... what're they called?) ]
... A thurible? [ he says it against her lips, an abstracted half-whisper. He realizes he's been in Korra's world a decade, but still doesn't know the damn word for those things. ]
[ Please excuse him, Korra. He's a little spacey when he's half-asleep. ]
no subject
Date: 2015-10-28 04:20 am (UTC)Though she's not far gone enough to ignore the odd question.]
What? [Asked between kisses]
no subject
Date: 2015-10-31 03:39 am (UTC)[ He kisses her again, both to get that faint, bemused smile off her face, and to conceal his own flushed wave of embarrassment. Because it is embarrassing, how transparent he feels in these moments. How laid open before this strange glowing girl who never seems to realize her own power to destroy him. Who doesn't realize that at issue for him every moment is the difference between untrustworthy gut and lovestruck heart, an idiot's faith and mere futile optimism -- and the awful wreckage that is tied to each. ]
[ Or maybe she does know. Maybe that's just the particular strength she's imbued with -- to accept the ordinary and the uncanny with the same blitheness, to luxuriate only in the moment because that's all that matters. ]
[ He isn't sure -- but isn't terribly interested in asking her. ]
[ So he lets his lips play drowsily with hers. Combs his fingers through handfuls of her soft hair and mouths around her face and neck, worrying the skin with his teeth while his cock, now juiced-up and wide-awake, prods down low between their bellies. Pinning her more securely with his weight, he noses the line of her throat, nuzzling the sweet pillow-weight of her breasts, a lewd lazy fondness that's at odds with the way he drives himself across the cradle of her pelvis, blunt and helplessly impatient with the deliberateness of his need. ]
[ He wants to fuck her before the baby starts shrieking again. He wants these tasty aimless touches to go on forever. (And, yeah, he also wants to sleep -- but not before the prescribed nightly-dose of Korra-nookie. Who knows if he'll get another shot once the vacation ends?) ]
no subject
Date: 2015-10-31 08:50 pm (UTC)She lets out a soft woof of amusement at the eager rocking of his hips, and pushes his shoulders down.]
First things first ... [Prep the passage.]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-01 02:04 am (UTC)[ Beautiful, he thinks, mouthing her belly, biting at her navel. A word that is and isn't enough: if he says it out loud, it becomes strangely one-dimensional, a tepid physical commentary. He means it in a different way though. Means it in the way Korra just is, everything about her that's marvelous and awful and hilarious and evoking pure love. ]
[ Gnawing at the flexing muscles of her abdomen, he drifts lower, burying his mouth in her humid pubic patch, the hair ticklishly rough against his chin. The scent of her fills his face, and his cock, with a hot, wild rush of blood, and he parts her with the V of his fingers, tongue arrowing itself and flicking wetly up and down across her damp entrance, the fringe of inner-lips to the tiny peak of her clit. A playful greeting. ]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-01 02:48 am (UTC)Just don't make me scream. [That was the mistake they made that first night — her screams woke Mai up before either of them had the chance to come and it took hours to put her down again. It was a painful case of blue balls for both of them. (Orgasm denial is only sexy when it's not your baby doing the denying.)
He starts licking and she sighs, her body arching up to meet his touch.] Mmmmm....
no subject
Date: 2015-11-01 03:49 am (UTC)[ Now, he quirks an eyebrow at Korra's words, and whispers with bland pointedness, ]
That's the strangest request a woman's ever made to me in bed.
[ As to whether he succeeds at keeping her quiet or not ... That's dependent on Korra's noise-muffling skills more than his lack of oral talents. Parting her lips with his fingertips, delicately, he presses soft kisses along the length of her; wet whorls of tongue across her entrance, teasing little flicks across her clit. The blanket is tangled over him, trapping her heat and scent. It hurts his lungs to get each breath out, and his trapped cock rubs with an edge of painful friction against the mattress. Yet there's a dirtysweet bliss in being where he is, stroking the restless spill of Korra's body with his free hand -- hips, flanks, ribs, breasts -- while his mouth winds her tighter and tighter. ]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-01 04:34 am (UTC)Korra bites her lip and squeals deep in her throat as his tongue hits a particularly good spot. Her fingers dig into the mattress. She wishes she could grab onto his hair, but he's just a little too far down.]
There. Ooooh there there there ...
no subject
Date: 2015-11-01 04:57 am (UTC)[ His tongue explores her with slow strokes, a wet repeated lapping, alternately suckling and tickling her clit. Sometimes, like now, he's even clumsy on purpose, slurpy and eager, faint scrapes of teeth between each wet stroke, an intimation of danger more than actual pain, loving how, if she's wound up just so, he's rewarded with anxious cries, welling slickness, thrashing and sobs. The right combination that makes Korra go off into her private head space. Better still is when she'll sink into herself, sightless, no longer making words, only sounds, unless he stops what he's doing, drags his mouth off, and then sometimes she'll beg over and over, jittery-voiced and as mindlessly repetitive as a doll. ]
[ When she's like that, locked tight in her own need, free to forget herself and be selfish all at once -- he gets so fucking breathless it's as if he's the one being tortured. ]
[ In a way -- his hips hitching, cock dragging painfully against the sheets -- he almost is. ]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-01 05:45 am (UTC)He scrapes his teeth along her clit just so and she slams her hands on the mattress, trying to release the energy instead of screaming. She just barely manages to choke out — ] CONDOM. [She is plenty ready to take him in. (One of these days she's going to hire a babysitter and they will get to fuck each other senseless for a whole 24 hours — orgasms galore. But tonight is not a multi-orgasm night.)]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-02 01:22 am (UTC)[ His pulse skitters fiercely as she asks for a condom, an imperious demand that ends up choking itself into something sweetly helpless. He jerks away on a sharp inhale, a glistening line of moisture breaking between her sex and his mouth. Crawls across her, a vaguely lupine loping, his cock grazing her wetly here and there. Shifting the heavy sprawl of his body across hers, he props himself on his elbows just long enough to give her 'Li's Bambi look, the big shiny eyes radiating such startled innocence. ]
... But I forgot to buy a new pack.
[ The hell he did. His shift back to half-lidded smugness is as seamless, his palms coasting up the insides of her thighs, coaxing her legs to fan open and fit him over her. The condoms are an arm's length away, tucked in the low nightstand. No fuss, easy access. Tearing the foil between his teeth, he makes short work of skinning one on. ]
[ There's a pause as he dips to kiss her, wet and biting, his hair a soft dark fall across both their faces. He's got his cock in his hand, and rubs its sheathed wet tip across her clit, then -- too light, too shallow -- into the folds of her sex, before popping the flared cap in and out of her with short teasing thrusts. Just a quarter of an inch at first, then a few more -- until her hot sopping sex grips him tightly and he lets off a hissing groan, sinking all the way into her, his pelvic bone mashing against her clit. ]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-02 01:47 am (UTC)Not. Funny. [But it's a passing annoyance, soon forgotten as he kisses her and then pushes his way inside. She gasps and wraps her arms around him, her nails digging into his flesh.]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-02 02:28 am (UTC)[ What he can do is appreciate his daughter while he has her. Hard not to, when she is perfect, and a bona fide miracle to boot, and anyway his. His and Korra's, always, ineradicably. Half-link, half-legacy, the chattering, prancing, pestering, sulking, giggling result of their strange connection. ]
[ Odd to have these thoughts, as the valley of his spine dips beneath her palms. He mouths her jaw, her throat, tracing its arc with his tongue as his hips stir lazily. He never gets tired of it: that first liquid in-and-out, the whispering slip of her most tender flesh swallowing his. The way Korra's nails dig into his skin, a bright sexy pain, the way she gasps as if trying to make some sense of what she's feeling. The way he can feel his own brain melting, a formless waxy puddle against her heat, that push and stretch that seems to consume every muscle and tendon. ]
[ When he kisses her, it's greedy -- a wet insistent probing, something in his chest cracking, and he'd almost call it sadness except for that giddy excitement icing up his spine as he sinks deeper into her. ]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-02 03:24 am (UTC)For now, she lets herself sink into the present moment, the electric shocks that run through her body with every kiss and every thrust. She devours him like someone starving, afraid that the feast will be taken away at any moment.]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-02 04:23 am (UTC)[ But it doesn't have to be that way for Mai. Surely she won't miss something if she's never had it? ]
[ He isn't sure -- and now certainly isn't the time to be contemplating it. Korra's kisses race through him in tiny quivers, like champagne bubbles bursting. His whole body is an expanse of damp taut muscle stretched over her; grinding his hips within the clamp of her thighs, his cock feels red-hot and throbbing, the friction a sweet counterpoint to that hot fluttering squeeze of her body. Nuzzling his mouth against her cheek, he focuses on those blue eyes so close to his, always so brightly smoky in these moments, wide and honest yet somehow so far away. Then he's slipping a hand between them, pressing the heel of his palm against her clit. No urgency; just a way to coax all the sensation down to just that tiny point. To remind himself, maybe, that this isn't just about routine or distraction or remembrance. ]
[ He wants them both to be nowhere else but here, feeling this. ]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-02 05:02 am (UTC)Korra yelps loudly as he presses his hand against her sensitive clit, though she tries to bite back the sound. The idea of stopping fucking because they woke Mai up is unthinkable, but trying to quickly get off with a baby screaming would make for a really disappointing orgasm. (As she learned that one time she and Asami tried to have sex while Mai was napping.)]
Let's switch — flip over. [She pants the words, struggling to string words together. She's never really liked fucking doggy style, even in situation like anal where the position really does make it easier, but right now she wants to be able to bury her face in a pillow and scream as she comes. (It helps that the sheets feel amazing on her skin ... nobody does decadence like the Fire Nation.)]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-04 05:54 am (UTC)[ Hei is more interested in everywhere skin touches skin -- sticking and unsticking, sweat-damp and hot. The pressure in his groin is unbearable, the pounding of blood through his cock is maddening -- yet there is also a strange lack of urgency in his movements. His muscles are soggy with sleep, a trancelike plateau. When he was younger it was harder to achieve that state. Natural selfishness would always begin to escape around the edges of his control. Now, he can hold himself at this level for a long time, and with only a minor variation, come in a minute. ]
[ Korra asks to flip over, breathlessness making her voice stuttery. He obeys, pulse jerking with excitement under his skin. The tangled blanket is threaded between them. He roughly yanks it and chucks to the corner of the futon, before spinning Korra over and positioning her by her hips. He's always liked doggy-style -- easy-access, so pistony and intense. But Korra is rarely in the mood for it. A pity -- because she's such a beautiful substantial spill of muscle and curves from this vantagepoint. He doesn't know how he'd managed to ignore it in the early days: that mess of hair fanned out across the sheets, the dipping river of her spine that pours into a delta below, that fucking gorgeous ass. ]
[ Yet in place of his usual aggression, there's only a tender, implacable ache. One hand palms her nape through her hair, a reassuring squeeze, the other reaching around her body to snake between her legs, cock nudging her entrance. A sharp twitch, a liquid push, and he's sunk back into her, even as the heel of his palm presses again to her clit -- hard. ]
[ If it gets her noisy -- oh well. That's what she's got all those pillows for. ]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-05 02:15 am (UTC)But sometimes, like right now, doggy style is exactly what is called for. He palms her clit and she mashes her face into the pillow as she screams. Fuck this feels so good ... it feels so good ... She rocks her hips, encouraging him to move faster, go deeper.]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-05 04:04 am (UTC)[ It's not something he generally associates with her: that girly submissiveness. But making her cry out is never not fun, and the sense of power he feels in these moments is softened by a strange carefulness. Being in total control should unlock his default viciousness. It certainly has in the past. Yet being responsible for Korra this way makes him saner, cool-headed, gentler. She is so vulnerable, every grind and thrust setting free a brand new sound, from shaky gasps to gorgeous moans. It's flattering, and terrifying. ]
[ He always feels like he should say something to her. How sexy she is. How astonishing -- pure art from every angle. But he doesn't know how to. He's always relied on tactile and visual signals. Letting the way he touches her and feeds on her mouth, the tilt of his head and the glint of his eyes, all convey how he feels. ]
[ She screams into the pillows, a sweet harsh pitch of delight. Gripping her churning hips, he traces her spine with open-mouthed kisses, and revels in each sound and motion. He's tempted to ride her harder, except slow is good too. Slow is better. Slow is ... unbelievable. So he bends over her, gently pinching her clit between his fingers, while his free hand finds hers, interlacing, squeezing tight. Rocks against her with lazy, goading jabs, concentrating on the damp drag of skin on skin, on those fluttering clenches each time his cock passes that good spot inside her. ]
[ It is always -- and only -- in these moments, sunk into her, experiencing the concentrated strength and trust and love in her hot yielding body, that a twist of meaningless happiness blooms. ]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-05 04:24 am (UTC)No wonder she can't let him go.
Korra gasps for air, struggling to breathe as he pounds her with wave after wave of pleasure. She wants to kiss him so badly it hurts. She wants to wrap her arms around him and come with a scream that will wake up people for miles. She wants to fall asleep with his cock buried inside her, so they can keep fucking with every unconscious movement. She wants this to never end. But how long it lasts - like so many other things in their relationship - will be determined by him: how long he wants to tease her, at what point he decides to finally bring her to climax.]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-06 01:04 am (UTC)[ His opinion of himself will never be high. He'll certainly never stop believing she'd be happier if she'd never met him. But he's also stopped thinking of himself and Korra as two opposing forces that can never merge, or co-exist. Their lives have landscaped both their psyches with dense forests of scars. Yet they've found each other through that tangle. He's grown older, little by little. So has she -- but in leaps and bounds. Maybe one day -- if they can get over this latest hurdle -- the differences between them will cease to matter at all. ]
[ He can hear her gasping, and one broken sound, a hitch of breath that is almost a sob, escapes him. Yet everything he does stays hypnotically lazy. Slow, slow, slick and full, in and out. He could keep this going forever, if his nerves weren't so stricken by sensation and craving something definitive. ]
[ Panting, he moves to cage her, muscles like tensile steel, barely exerting pressure but holding her in place. Both their skins are sweat-slippery, but the fit is perfect, legs tangled clumsily, the slope of her ass against his groin, her shoulderblades cutting into his chest, both his arms sliding alongside her own until their fingers twine. Not caressing her clit anymore. Just rocking her with tight, pummeling thrusts -- a gathering momentum that's rough yet tender, a fine line between force and pain. His face is in her hair, buried in that damp soft heap; each labored breath he exhales is muffled there. Each splitting hit aimed at that sweet-spot of hers, a wet riveting precision until she's a shivering, strung-out mess. ]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-06 01:41 am (UTC)She melts into the futon and tries to catch her breath. He's fucked the bones right out of her once again.]
Mmmmm. [Sorry, she can't really do words right now.]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-06 02:05 am (UTC)[ When he regains his bearings, he's in a zone of breathlessness. Sprawled across Korra, a heavy slab of dead meat, his face still buried in her hair. Over the thrum of his pulse he can hear, feel, another noise in his chest: a deep contented purr. ]
[ Wearily, he nuzzles the musky crook of her neck. It's an effort to move his lips. ]
What time is ... the meeting with Zuko tomorrow?
[ Still not one for gooey post-coital chats. Some things never change. ]
no subject
Date: 2015-11-06 02:15 am (UTC)[A part of Korra almost didn't want to see him — she still remembered him as an old but vibrant man; she hates the idea of seeing him frail and weak. But he was Aang's best friend, someone who helped save the world, and he is important to her. She wants him to know her daughter, because family is important to both of them.]
We need to get some sleep. [Problem being, she doesn't feel capable of moving, and this isn't the best position for sleeping.]
(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From: