[Some things are better off deferred. Right now is a reminder of what they had, a reason to do the hard work of rebuilding. This is what makes it worth it. Not just the sex itself, but all the things that they manage to say without words. She and Asami always talked a lot — checking in, joking, giggling. A part of her wants to say I love you, out of habit and because it's true, but he's kissing her too much and she can't get it out.]
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