[Reasonable, and totally fun ruining. Okay, no, not totally fun ruining. But she really would like to be able to rip his clothing off one day. Just to be able to. He likes it when she's rough, but she can't be reckless with him. There are certain times, certain ways in which she has to be careful. She'd like to really — not let go, because it's so easy to let go and lose herself in his touch — but let loose. Be as wild as she wants. Which is strange, because up to this point, the sex they've had has been pretty wild. Intense. A little bloody. Loud. In many places that aren't a bed.
But she knows from her dreams what it could be like, and she's chafing at the bridle fear has put on her. She'd like to do so much more than grip his shoulders and grind against his hand. Yet she's stuck reacting, taking his cues.]
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Date: 2014-11-12 11:26 pm (UTC)But she knows from her dreams what it could be like, and she's chafing at the bridle fear has put on her. She'd like to do so much more than grip his shoulders and grind against his hand. Yet she's stuck reacting, taking his cues.]